Next week will be the second week of my career. My teaching career. It takes nearly half a year after a lot of doubt and uncertainty. But also so much motivation and drive. I was jobless for half a year, I felt really hopeless back then. And good things come to those who wait, isn't it true, but it takes hard work too. You can't expect things to magically happen if you just sit back and relax. I got rejected by a few companies and luck was on my side this time. I spent the night before crying because I was unsure of myself. I wasn't sure if I can nail this. It was a part of me hesitating whether I should accept the challenge or just walk away, running my life like I used to. Then I thought that; in order to keep forward is to grab anything that's in front of your eyes. Any chances or opportunities. I am not an under achiever. And I shall not be one. Opportunities doesn't come often. So why waste it?
I feel really unstimulated. I feel that my brain isn't functioning the way it should be. Being at home isn't mentally challenging at all and obviously it isn't interesting enough. I am completely zombified. That's the best word to use. I do not have enough interesting content in my life to discuss much of anything interesting. My life was plain.
Life is pretty much interesting now, though I am not used to waking up early in the morning at 6. But I can finally use my brain after so long. I hibernated for too long. The first week was really tiring and stressful. Who knows handling kids can be a pain in the ass. But despite that, they gave me joy as well. It was such a wonderful feeling to get something in return when you teach them. You know you're a proud teacher when your students understand what you are trying to teach, such a relief! I could not be happier. If you love what you're doing, don't worry, you're blessed.
I have never thought about getting into this profession, I hated school back then, I skipped classes and I never finished my homework etcetera. But look at me now, I think no teachers would believe this! Thank you mother for motivating me. Always be thankful. Always.
I have never thought about getting into this profession, I hated school back then, I skipped classes and I never finished my homework etcetera. But look at me now, I think no teachers would believe this! Thank you mother for motivating me. Always be thankful. Always.
