Perhaps it is time for a self reflection.
You know, I have always wondered, kenapa rezeki susah sangat nak masuk? Am I not doing it right? Am I not in the right path? There are a lot of imperfections in my life. I am turning 22 this year, nothing has really changed. But maybe at one point in the future, I'd look back and see how things have changed. I encourage myself to always be positive and be confident in whatever I do. But I guess things have been going downwards. I am downgrading, that's how I feel lately.
Pathetic. I can't be that bad, maybe I just need to get out of my comfort zone and see what the world has to offer. A LOT. I know. Then I started to wonder, mungkin kita rasa tak tenteram because of kita tak ingat Tuhan. Atau mungkin sebab kita belum lagi nak rasa kesal of what we did in the past. Mungkin hidup ni rasa macam ada yang kurang sebab we haven't apologized to those yang kita dah lukakan. Those are the possibilities. I am not an expert on religious matters. I am far away from being pious. But those are the things I wonder alone at night.
Find God, and you'll find your way.
