Why Should We Care?

So what am I to you?

So, here I am, sitting on my bed. And continuously typing without knowing exactly what to write. As I scrolled down my dashboard, I realized I followed quite a number of fashion bloggers and then I came a across a post, it belongs to one of my friends. So I read it, why not? Clicked on the title link and it directed me to her page. So I began to read it, she said something about friends becoming strangers and so on. By the way, this has nothing to do with the writer of the blog. Take this as a general point of view, and no, I am not trying to find faults. It just reminds me of how good things USED to be.

In my opinion, what she said might be true, I said might. Friends, we need friends. It all depends on how you choose them. Some goes along well and some are not, once you get to know their true colors, you might want to leave them or stick together through thick and thin! I am tired of these so-called-dramas, we do need a bit of it to spice up our life, but too much of it, definitely it will bring tears to your eyes. And a broken heart. I have a few cases in which reminds me of how friends are the ones who kept you "alive". I still have. But some, nah, they come and go. You can't blame them, because some people are not meant to please each other. Fire and ice don't go well. If you want people to please you all the time, then perhaps you should enhance your sense of tolerance. I am not perfect, I make mistakes, I ignore people, I do a lot of hurtful things, I should say. 

Friends eventually will become strangers, unless you get along with them so well. And desperate to get some companion. So why should we care about having friends? Because they're the ones who bring fireworks to your life. Tolerate more, and soon you'll realize what you should have realized a long time ago. Don't blame others, but blame yourself first. Is making nice to others a solemn responsibility? I would say I have an alter ego, if I feel like being a total ass, oh please, accept me for who I am. HAHA. But I can be a total angel too.

Sigh. A friendship that once was so close now becomes just a vague memory. 

Read this

http://mawarmusfirahmohdamin.blogspot.com/2011/09/love-more-and-all-good-things-will-be.html

L.O.V.E.

I was 16 in this picture

Have you ever tasted perfection? Have you ever been loved? Well, of course. Everyone did. But recently, I asked a friend of mine, have you ever loved someone or been loved by someone? I was quite shocked when he said that he has never been loved nor loved someone. In this context, it means a lover, your partner. Everyone should experience how it’s like to love. I bet he must have his own reason, it’s a personal choice. I still love you mate, you’ll find the right one, it is just a matter of time.

When you’re growing up, you fall in and out of love with so MANY PEOPLE FOR SO MANY DIFFERENT REASONS. We never really stop to think about it, because by that point you’re already so wrapped up in lust with this “amazingly sweet, refreshingly new person” and the thought of them just never being there again is UNBEARABLE for us. Maybe if we really opened our eyes we’d actually have less to bitch and whine about after it all falls apart. But then again if we were so aware of our partners faults, we’d probably never have loved them in the first place, because love is blind after all.

I believe teenage love, is probably the most confusing, frustrating, and TERRIBLE thing to endure. It’s untamable and HURTS like hell! Yet at the end of the bullshit we put our young hearts through, it still was the most spectacular time in our entire lives. It was the only time that being in love was ever really be worth all that emotionally heartache and uncontrollable hopes of forever and always. Because when we were young and in LOVE we get to be free. Free on how we choose to love or who we choose to give our love to. And to be able to love without punishment is the most priceless thing there is in life. And life without love.. Blind or not; would just be a dull and uninteresting place wouldn’t it?

Have a good day everyone,

Mawar Amin

Bonding time with classmates.

I am so tired, had a long journey since Friday and my schedule has never been that hectic. We went places. To tell you the truth, this was my first after how many years, I actually “traveled”. Funny isn’t it? Or is it more to – pathetic. I captured lots of treasurable scenarios, memories to be kept, especially when it was my first time to spend the weekend with my classmates.

Four days with the eight of them – I can only tell you this, they are amazing. How I am surprised to see how much they care about each other and how much they tolerate. They will always be there to comfort your sorrows. This is the kind of friendship everyone should be jealous of. Well, I am sure you too, have a strong bond with your friends. A true friend should be compassionate, understanding, thoughtful and caring.  Obviously. They complete my life.

Have a good night everyone,

Mawar Amin

What They Think

“People think they know you. They think they know how you’re handling a situation. But the truth is no one knows. No one knows what happens after you leave them, when you’re lying in bed or sitting over your breakfast alone and all you want to do is cry or scream. They don’t know what’s going on inside your head — the mind-numbing cocktail of anger and sadness and guilt. This isn’t their fault. They just don’t know. And so they pretend and they say you’re doing great when you’re really not. And this makes everyone feel better. Everybody but you.”

—	William H. Woodwell Jr.

Lil Wayne - How To Love (Shazam Version)

This is actually the best from Lil Wayne. We should really appreciate life more because we're still young and we cannot predict what's gonna come in the future. The past should remain in the past. Yes, it did teach you a lesson, it makes you a better person but never let in get in your way. Always forgive yourself and others. You're beautiful, far from the usual and you deserve the best. Start living positive.

What I Needed

AHHHHH, my comeback! Finally, (as usual) after a few weeks of disappearance. I cannot recall when was the last time I updated this. Probably a month ago? I guessed so. So, the reason why I feel like writing again is because my life has been filled with many unpleasant moments lately. All those unnecessary dramas, all those ridiculous, irritating situations. But fortunately, everything ended pretty well. And I am ready to move on, I am relieved, I hope so. Thank God for a better life.

Basically, I am glad that everyone around me gives me full support, especially when I needed them the most. You are my life saver! I am finally breathing, literally. I'm currently sitting for my finals now, and I have 4 more papers to go, so far everything's fine. But I really have to put struggle since I dropped my pointer last semester. Sigh. 

It is TIME to put more effort in my studies.

There's another thing I wanna tell, I am at Cameron Highlands now :D Good bye!

Kiss this mermaid for me!