FINALLY, after two weeks of disappearance, I got the will to share with you guys the story of my so-called-amazing-life. It's 3 in the morning and by the time I finished typing, it might be 4 am so I guess I'll sleep like I haven't sleep for months after this. I just feel like taking a break. Too many things happened and the truth is, I don't even know where to begin.
These past few days, I've been "stalking" my so-called-friends. Stalking is a strong word, I'd say - "intense research". Well, I know it's unnecessary for me to write about this but I read what they wrote, I even tried to imagine what it's like to walk in their shoes. I tried imagining all that. Oh, what a bad friend I am, talking behind their back. And truth is, no one even cared about how I feel. I don't know, some of you might say 'Yes, I do care" or some might say "Oh, bitch please.."
Hmm, I'm not perfect, I can't make you like me, I can't please you, I can't, okay, I can't. If you don't like me, say it, don't just pretend because your act is a failure. I can see it deep in your eyes. And don't ever blame me if I treat you wrong. Hate me hate me hate me. You're the only troubledfriend I have! And I hope you're reading this. I was gentle enough, but you, you chose the wrong option. I feel sorry for you. Bitching over the internet is not acceptable. I don't wanna be like you; talking shit about peeps around you, but since you don't wanna confront me, and be a gentlewoman, I just need to say something;
These past few days, I've been "stalking" my so-called-friends. Stalking is a strong word, I'd say - "intense research". Well, I know it's unnecessary for me to write about this but I read what they wrote, I even tried to imagine what it's like to walk in their shoes. I tried imagining all that. Oh, what a bad friend I am, talking behind their back. And truth is, no one even cared about how I feel. I don't know, some of you might say 'Yes, I do care" or some might say "Oh, bitch please.."
Hmm, I'm not perfect, I can't make you like me, I can't please you, I can't, okay, I can't. If you don't like me, say it, don't just pretend because your act is a failure. I can see it deep in your eyes. And don't ever blame me if I treat you wrong. Hate me hate me hate me. You're the only troubled
Thank you for talking behind my back!
Good night!
