It's the 12th today. I've been joining dots since the year started and God, how I wish life would be as easy as joining up the dots and making lines. I am absolutely happy. It was such a wonderful feeling to end last year and begin a new one with loved ones. Things could have been better but my New Year's Eve was pretty amazing. I didn't kiss anyone when the clock strikes 12, I didn't even notice the fireworks! I missed it but all of that, it doesn't matter because at the end of the day, everything went smoothly. I am very thankful to those who made my 2012 meaningful.
There is no point making new resolutions, I can't even keep up with last year's. I am gonna make the best of the present and just do whatever I want, spontaneously. It makes me happier that way, I never really like planning things anyway. Well you see, the future is just a concept. You plan things but you can't really guarantee it will happen. It is just the way how you want things to be. There is no such thing as tomorrow. If it does exist, it will be called today or even yesterday. Time is always NOW, the present. That is one thing that we discover when we stop talking to ourselves and maybe stop thinking and wondering for a while. We'll find that there is only the present, an eternal now. For one moment, maybe we should just stop over thinking and cherish this little moment that we have now. Dance with the flow and just grab whatever that comes along the way. Stop worrying about what is going to happen because tomorrow is not here yet. And if you are worrying right now, why don't you create a better concept of how you want things to run. And stop whining, instead, make things happen.
I've been doing a lot of reading, inspirations are everywhere. Walt Whitman, Alan Watts, Lao Tzu and so on. I just want to be happy and I want the people around me to be happy as well. How you treat other people is a reflection of how you treat yourself, I've been holding on to that. And that is one thing that I will never regret. Well of course I hurt people a lot too and you have to know that holding grudges will not get you anywhere, why don't you just move on? Life is short. Really.
